Could you be my Lover?
Could you be my Heart?
Could you save me from myself?
Or be my Mighty Ark?

The World's around me laughing,
assured in their own stride.
i try my best to step in tune,
but never am a part.

I looked to you for solace,
I sought when i despaired.
I couldn't find your presence,
or a shadow for warmth.

The Listless Souls are running,
Yes, I am keeping up.
I see the abyss before me,
I wondered how they passed.

I guess you didn't know.
I was hurting yet again.
I didn't let you know,
Afraid you didn't care.

I saw two herds of people,
Both of which, I adored,
I could not yet decide,
Which path to call my own.

My inner self keeps mocking,
My facade I put still smiling,
I try so hard to portray,
A stranger now familiar.

I want to stop, just end,
To let my sanity be kept.
This yearning that I have,
I'll never admit again.

I am finding my own Heart,
to put it back to Me.
To find my spirit yet again,
to be soaring, set free.